Gonna change blogskin ,
new life . new link .
Fuck today .

Shout out to Kayleigh .
Thanks for waking me , thanks for everything ♥ .
Btw , had a chat with Kayleigh on phone .
hah , it seems that there are so many
questions to asked yeahs ?
Why , do we exist ?
Where do even gods come from ?
How god made humans to be like this ?
What source is all of these from ? LOL .
So many questions to ask , it's never ending .
Yah , lately . I hate someone alot .
I just hate you .
HATE HATE .
Nights , everyone ♥

MY HEAD GONNA BURST REAL SOON .

SICK AND TIRED .
I WANT TO REST .
KAYLEIGH , YOU UNDERSTAND RIGHT ?
I HOPE YOU CHEER UP TOO .
GOD IS UNFAIR .

I WISH ,
.
SAD DAY .

WHAT'S FXCKING WRONG WITH ASKING .
STOP NAGGING ! I CANNOT STAND IT !!!!!!!!
FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF , K BYE !!! FUCK THIS
WORLD !!! FUCK FUCKK !!!! KNN !!!!!

Hai all .
I've been patheticly emo-ish these few days .
Actions hurt ppl . Hope you understand .
I just missed those times , really , very much .
A friend , of mine said to me , last yr . This yr gonna
be a btr year for me . I guess , that's gonna be wrong .
My health is failing me . Stressed up with my homeworks .
Qiong qiong , untill up to one day , i might just ... couldn't take
it anymore . Oh ya , haven't bought SS textbook . Oh yah ,
damn , i nearly totally forgotten about fruit day tmr .
Disappointed in some things .
Oh , not forgetting , i bought Justin Bieber's , My World 2.0 .
Awesoommee . Oh yah , fxcker , if you hate me , jolly well .
Don't look at me . I was trying to ... ughhh , forget it , bitch dog face of urs
not needed . Some things just upsets me . But i couldn't like ....
let it affect my emotions . WTH right ? Why was i even born this way ?
Should just born chinese right so that i could like blend in with my friends .
Fuck fuck . I need to accept my fate . Fuck fuck . Today was pissed off
by lots of things . Feel so pek cek . My heart , nearly happened again .
I need space . I need to be calm at all fxcking times . So mad and
angry that that fxcking sickness of mine came back . I didn't
bring any medicine to school now . Every single day , worrying .
Will the shock happen to me again ? Might just broke down ,
if i couldn't take it any longer . Why must torture me this way ?
God , just take me away . I don't wish to suffer this pain . I guess
nobody understands it . Everytime it happens , i feel like fainting ,
feel like surrender-ing my body to god . Tired . I just couldn't wait
for my last heart beat to stop . Stop . Just stop . It's not doing any good .
Why must i suffer this way ? FATE . SO TIREDDDD !!!!! Stressed
with tuition homeworks . So stressed . I only hoped kj can understand me ....
I feel like giving up , i really do ....... I couldn't take it doing homeworks
any more !
Emotionally , Mentally , Physically ...... drained .
Nothing works now . Nobody could help . God bless me .

I somehow , still love you ♥
3yrs10mnths ; what a pain .

so many things to say , so little time .
will do linking soon soon ... just too busy .
Bye .
~emo-ed for no reason . fxck .

He's back .
Shocked .
You're back !!
farees ♥

Hai humans .
Today i learnt alot about life .
To Wei Lun ;
Jiayous , I hope from today onwards you'll
improve and do your best ! Future is in your hands ! Hah ;DD
.
Today , went out .
Then , i find that , goodbyes are so hard .
I nearly cried . But , i didn't , duh ..
Emo-ed , dnt noe why . Kept thinking
about things .
Hmm , last few days . Found my primary sch bestf .
God knows how much i missed her . Hah .
Ayesha ! I love die you :}
.
Band prac tmr .
Haiis .
I think im running away from something .
Anyways , it's good to know people's
experience . You'll learn more .
Btw , my new phone very chiio .
I loveeeee .
Btw , i dnt think i wanna keep this blog .
So boring , nobody like come tag often .
It's just dying .. dying ...Should i just close down this
blog ? seems useless . Bye .
-I missed how you listen to my stories .
-I missed how you pour out your love to me .
-I missed the memories i had with you .
-I missed how you protect me .
-I missed your warmth , love , care .
-I missed you .

Out for breakfast with babebabebabe . LOL .

Hai all .
Finally thurs yeahs ?
Listening to corrinne may songs .
Very touching , i suppose .
Just wna cry . Let my hearts
out . Btw , i not emo lahs .
Just that , quite sad , of something .
Sometimes , actions are just so
much hurting than words . How i
wish ..... nvm .
I want say my problems also like
dowan lah . Don't know why ,
just sad with people's actions . Hmm ,
you guys shld listen to corrinne may songs , so nice ♥
sometimes i wonder , what i do to deserve this ?
sad sad . good things don't come back to you that easily .
i must just stay strong , haiis . i suddenly miss
playing the piano :l can't even be a great player
like matthew , real jealous of him . This is my fate ,
why not i just accept it ?
Still trying .
Haiis .

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My tagboard is dead since , 2nd of march .
GONE -
jinghoe , ps , is my fault . we shouldn't have even know
each other , sorry . didn't mean to fight with each other everyday .
im just tired , i hope you understand.
/
crabmeat , where u ?
im so lonely now .
i need you here .


Hai ,

Struggling .
Fxcking life .
From tomorrow onwards .
Fuck all these !
_l_ !!!