Hellooo .
Today , i nearly went home .
Haiis , the "sudden attack" came again .
This time , i felt like crying . Nearly cried .
Just feel like dying , at that point of time .
I nearly faint , everything sort of blurred .
Lay yan wanted bring me down , couldn't
even walk , worried i might , just faint ._.
Ate the medicine , doesn't seemed to work .
Haiis . Watch "Percy Jackson The Lightning Thief" .
V.nice :)
Saw a watch . ooo .
As i walked the usual path , on the way home ,
the wind blows so gently , somehow , that few seconds
made me feel like i was free , leaves falling from the
trees , nice breeze . Felt like flying , free from
all the pain , on earth . But , as i think back ,
the misery is not over yet .
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i dnt think there's happiness in this world ,
i dnt think there is , when no laughter
is shared , joy , sadness . All i can think
of is NONE OF THIS EXIST .
Try to brainwashed myself , i
must live life happily . Anything may
happen , but sometimes , u can't hold
back like that . Gotta pour it out .
Trying to cope , my very best .
Only if miracle do exist ,
how different can life be .
Even how little that miracle is ,
i'll believe that "miracle" , this word ,
do exist in life .